Haaaai!!!!

Hello ppl on the internet ^-^ I'm Mush (don't judge meh i chose it bc it looked kewl b4 i learned what it meant lmao ╥ω╥), and idk what to put here lmao
i started learning html and css in 2019-2020 ig, and boy that wikihow article was a miracle 4 me lol. I'm from Brazil so tell me when i get wordz wrong lol (and yes ik that sometimes i write words incorrectly on purpose lol). if u remember my name from somewhere then you've probably seen my other website, Rotten Rainbow 508! i do better stuff in there lol. i have a shmillion websites on so many hosts buuuut i've never actually paid 4 a domain lmao they r 2 expensive on here (｡T ω T｡)
anyways, let's stop talking abt pointless stuff lol.

why does this exist?

TRIGGER WARNING 4 MENTIONS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, DEATH AND SOME HOMOPHOBIA The past few years haven't been easy 4 me. I've lost my mother and since i was born i've had problems with my father, and to this day i live in constant fear of him. My mom had suffered domestic abuse from my little sister's father (which i still see almost daily), and i now live with my grandma, my grandpa and my little sister, who's autistic. She's a very loving grandma, and i am so grateful 4 her, but yk, she's that partially homophobic grandma who thinks that if u watch something slightly gay you'll want 2 kiss the same gender LMAO. She also invalidates some of my struggles, like my anxiety and aways gets mad at me when i tell the doctor i have concentration issues (i do, and i also have way more but she aways stays on the office with me sooo yea) or when i tell "too much" to my psychologist. (well no wonder i have slight trust issues lol)
I use the internet as a distraction. A big one. I'm ayaws online, if u see me offline i'm either at school or something is happening that i need 2 be without my cellphone lol. And while online, i find a lot of websites, being up or down on the internet, and one of the websites i came across was Shattered Innocents, when i was looking 4 dollz websites. It's not up on the web anymore, but it has so many good stuff there. I don't know how Melicia's doing right now, but she gave me the inspiration and motivation i needed 2 do this. I hope she's doing well, also, thank you so much ❤

What will be here?

Some ways of coping, a blog that will be a little deeper than the one at RtnRnbw508, some random venting/ranting, random stuff ig, and about sh/si. This site may be triggering, so please proceed with caution. If you feel triggered, feel free to close the website. Also, just a disclaimer: i'm not in any way a specialist, i'm not even an adult! so if anything is wrong here, contact me on my email/any social media :)

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